What a horrible feeling!!
Everyone's so happy and contented, they have their cards and presents and they get a lovely cuddle from their children.
No one understands why i'm having such a hard time today and no one seems to care.
My own mother has been so unthoughtful, she hasnt stopped talking about this day for what feels like weeks, she hasnt even thought about why i havent wanted to talk about it and that i might be suffering, this was ment to be my first mothers day but i dont have my beautiful baby boy!
I said a few days ago that i dont want anything to do with today and yet when i didnt wish her a "happy mother day" today, she has ago at my husband about it, saying its the least i could have done. I dont want to see or hear about it, nothing, and i've told her that but she doesnt seem to get it, life just seems to be a her today!!
